As much as some would be angry about this statement, I am not ashamed of what I have done, and I do not feel any negativity towards others who do the same. For all the reasons I listed before I felt it was time to stop filming, put up what I have already made, and take advantage of my little bit of popularity to just show how much joy and peace there is to be had in life, that it is so much easier than so many believe it is, and it doesn't have to conflict with who you are or what your path has been. Seeing those young beautiful ladies take their lives over the last year really put a spotlight on how dark and empty so many people are these days, and it's doesn't have to be that way. So yes, still going to put out some fun beautiful things, hope that no one is in a dark place with it, and if I can give inspiration to just one person who sees me that way but it opens them up to being free and at peace, then my life is complete